Can you believe it’s 2018? Last year just seemed to fly by and now we’re already into a new one. But with the start of every new year comes the opportunity to start fresh, and that means a chance to take a fresh new look at the grace of God.
At the same time we take that fresh new look at God’s grace, it’s also an opportunity to review our past too. Not to dwell in it and fixate on our past failures, but to see it in the light of who we are now. It’s then that we can most clearly see the results of God’s grace in our life.
That’s exactly what the Apostle Paul did. On several occasions in his letters, he wrote about his past in order to contrast it with the person he’d become as a result of God’s grace. Take, for example, what he wrote to the Philippians. “If someone else thinks they have reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for righteousness based on the law, faultless (Philippians 3:4-6).”
The part about persecuting the church is critical. Back in his religious Pharisee days, when he was still blind to the truth of who Jesus was, Paul thought he was doing exactly what God wanted him to do – stamp out the followers of Christ and their false new religion. Perhaps something similar is in your past too. I know it’s in mine. I can remember looking at those who didn’t think like me or act like me with a certain level of disdain, like I was in someway morally superior. What a joke! But that’s what a religious, legalistic mindset can produce. It’s the same mindset that led Paul to persecute the church, and it’s definitely not the mindset of grace.
Paul knew he lacked grace in his earlier years. He said as much to his protege Timothy when he told him, “I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man (1 Timothy 1:13).” He even referred to himself as the worst of sinners (1 Timothy 1:15).
That might sound funny coming from Paul, the man who contributed so much to the development of the early church and to the New Testament. But that was the new Paul, the man who had been radically changed by the grace of God. That wasn’t the man he was describing to Timothy; he was describing the old, legalistic, Pharisaical Paul.
But Paul was wanting Timothy and the Philippians to see what the grace of God does to a person who has been completely captured by the love of our Father. As he continued to the Philippians, he exclaimed, “But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him (Philippians 3:7-9).”
Talk about a total turnaround from his earlier description of himself. He went from being proud of his Jewish heritage and his standing in his community to considering all that garbage compared to knowing and being in Christ. That’s what grace did for him. He recognized that his past was worthless in light of all he had in Jesus.
In addition to that, he also recognized that he was not the same man he used to be either. He went from admitting he was a blasphemer of God to being completely sold out on following Jesus. He changed from being a violent persecutor of the church to having persecution heaped upon himself as he willingly sacrificed his well-being on behalf of the church. And he gave full credit to Jesus for this 180 degree change in his life. As he wrote to Timothy, “I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he considered me trustworthy, appointing me to his service…The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus (1 Timothy 1:12, 14).”
The change that occurred in Paul’s life is the same change that awaits anyone who has been touched and transformed by the grace of God. It turns us into a new person, the new creation that Paul refers to in 2 Corinthians 5:17.
So why not take a little time this new year to examine your past and see how God’s grace has been transforming you. Perhaps like Paul, you’d be able to say that you were once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent person (or whatever you were in your past). And also like Paul, perhaps that examination of your past will help you to see how God has been remolding and reshaping you to be a person of love and grace, just like Jesus Christ. That would be something very much worthy of celebrating this new year.